Thursday, August 4, 2011

. . belajar ke mengajar . .

bismillah

sometimes, i'm asking myself..
are you gonna to teach or learn??

if you gonna be a teacher for someday,
what could be the answer??
are you gonna teach or you are learning?



[my school] :)

let me share something..

the story had begun like this..

semester break already started since in may..
so, now, i'm home.. for nothing..

one day .......

me : mak, bosannya duk umah.. 
mom : g la cari kerja.. 
me : mak, rase cam nak try call ustaz la mak.. nak ty samada kat skolah tu ade x kerja kosong
mom : haah.. g la try ty.. manalah tahu kalau2 ada..

so, i grab my cutey little phone,
then start to calling that ustaz.. 

me : ustaz, ada kerja kosong tak ?
ustaz : urm. ada 2 orang guru yang kosong.. cuti bersalin.. rasanya boleh lah datang..
me : oh, terima kasih ustaz!!

[huhu!! got a job.. what kinda?? of course a teacher..]
so, i'm gonna be a teacher..
yahoo!!!
[thank you Allah..]

and now after almost 2 months, 

monolog : ish, payah gak jadi cikgu ni..

deal with people is so hard..
it doesn't same when dealing with a machine.. 

being a teacher is not just enter a class then teaching.. give some explanation.. and then, go out..

nope.. nope.. nope..

being a teacher is so hard.. <-- trust me!

why so hard dude??
of course it is..
_ students banyak ragam
_ kengkadang terasa not-wellcoming
_ kena lawan diri sendiri <-- x penyabar
_ students bergaduh..
_ etc..

so,[sceptical] what you're gonna say about "belajar ke mengajar"?

ooppppsssss...
okies cookies..

of course being a teacher is to teach a students..
tapi, jadi cikgu ni bukan hanya mengajar.. kita pun akan turut belajar
akan cara hidup manusia yang pebagai..

kita mengajar mereka..
dan kita belajar daripada mereka..

juga belajar bagaimana untuk mendidik[tarbiyah] mereka.. 
tetiba sangat terasa yang mendidik tu payah sangat..
mendidik hati ni sangat payah.. 
pendidikan yang sangat memerlukan satu kesabaran yang mantap dan sangat tebal..
dan aku plak bukannya jenis yang penyabar.. 

O Lord.. do guide me.. help me to the right way..

and sometimes something come cross my mind.. 
hebatnya nabi Muhammad yang menyampaikan tarbiyah kepada orang ramai dulu.. 

aku pula?? 
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*membisu*




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